Beneath the surface

Disfunctional family. If it’s not one person,it’s another. Why can’t we all just get along for real. It makes me sad to see that one person is not having a good Christmas locked up in their room. Aiiyah,you’re making grandma sad :/ do we really have to be that childish? It’s not even a big deal. Well merry Christmas to everyone and I hope that the rest of us has a good Christmas. Thank you God for everything happy birthday Jesus

Great, I think I’m homesick -___- I seriously don’t wanna go back tonight.I miss my bed my family ad just being home in general. It even crossed my mind to stay next year and just go to school at state. What am I thinking?I’d rather live at home and go to school in san Diego.I mean I love uci and I love irvine but damn it feels too far from home.I just wanna stay here :(

Thank you God,it was a good day today :)

Can’t wait til my life is back on track. I really need a break. U don’t even know what is going on with me and my life,I’ve been making stupid careless mistakes that I never usually make and it is costing me a lot of money and bad grades. I just wish i could feel stable again and that I can get a hold on things. I don’t know what to do anymore.

francesleane:

hahahahah. i think this was junior year.

Ah I seriously can’t wait until this weekend!!bonding with SJS kids,catching up with Bub and meeting the friends ekkk Im scared!!haha. But I’m for real excited for a break this weekend!not a lot of hmwrk pleeease :( schools kicking my ass. I barely have any motivation, my mom and I fight a lot, and I’m over him..he’s changing all because of his new homie. I noticed the friends are not the same anymore,it kinda sucks how things could change so quickly in a matter of a few months. I leave and come back and they’re not the same :( no me gusta. I dunno, different parts of my life are just so scattered and not good right now. I feel like I can’t grasp what is going on. Aiyah I need a vacation already..

asmine:

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mabelleean:

samabamajama:

celestinepearl:

afterlove:

josephinexbiteng:

(via jdarling)

Optimism. My faith is restored :)

I love my girlzay. Everything will be fine. I love my boy.

Why am I so friggin jealous. I hate that. But seriously girl I backed off so you could have him.. And now you’re on someone else.. Really now. I never win in this field. Why am I so mad though really,it’s making me upset that it bothers me so much :/ bleh I’m just not gonna even like anyone anymore for real. Not my time I know but I can’t help but get frustrated sometimes.

It bothers me when you invite someone and they invite someone else to go without asking.

You’re way too focused on details and outer characteristics. If you dig deeper, beyond age, the color of skin and those awful shoes, you’ll discover more similarities than differences. Toss judgment out of the window to make it past the first impression.

Wow that’s so what it is right now..hot guy w/whatever personality as to really cool and nice guy who’s not the typical hotness. Wow I feel hella shallow tripping over this boy when his personality isn’t that great and when the other one is actually very nice. That hella opened my eyes to a lot of things.